Xat Incident. January 21st.

Phew. Emotional night for most of us. I'm still crying on and off. Prepare for a novel.

My mom passed away. Guess what the last words I said to her were? A sampling: "I'm never letting you meet my children. I'm not even going to call you my mother." "I hope your cancer kills you." And more wonderful things every son should say!

I've been upset about this all day today and yesterday. Stupidly, I was on the Xat during a time when I was explosively upset, and I was talking to tvguy. I exploded on poor tvguy. And what was the last thing I said before leaving the chat? "I'm just going to go drive my car into a river or something."

Then in all my wisdom, what did I do? Grabbed my car keys and left the house, leaving Sara worried. She went on the laptop and saw I was on the Xat, so she told everyone what I did.

tvguy immediately told her to go after me, but it was too late. I was gone. Everyone on the Xat was worried, and tvguy left. He blamed himself, and part of him was angry at me for what I said while I was angry.

Sara had her parents go to look for me. She couldn't. She was afraid she'd find me... or worse, she would find me, and... you get what I'm saying. Everyone was worried sick about me and tvguy. I called Sara and told her I was okay. I just had to think about everything that's happened with me and my mom. I was on my way home.

So Sara told everyone at the Xat, and the focus shifted to tvguy. Everyone was worried about him. What would he do? Would he hurt himself? Worse? Did he blame himself for what he thought I was doing?

tvguy came back eventually. He was angry. You guys can see traces of that on his Sharing Time thread.

Everyone begged him to calm down. He was angry at us. He left several times.

He came back and revealed he was 11. We tried to convince him we didn't care. He wouldn't listen. He left again, after already having done it a few times.

A user named Beta09 came on, as well as Nathan. The two of them were a huge distraction. Beta wanted to talk about SpongeBob (crazy, right?) and Nathan was a self-centered jackass (shocker), so we banned them both for a few minutes, to unban them later. Nathan left, as he always does.

Beta wanted to discuss SpongeBob.

I had a feeling Beta was one of our members from his/her mannerisms and what he/she. Beta was revealed to be tvguy. He realized we DID in fact care about him since we were talking about him the entire time he was on as Beta.

We all made up, and had some heated discussions about death, and we talked about people we know that have died. Nathan even had some relevant things to say.

And that's pretty much it.

Why did this have to happen a week before my 15th bday?

I'd like to add that Jelly and Clappy were crying, it effected them so much.

tvguy347 wrote:I'd like to add that Jelly and Clappy were crying, it effected them so much.

You have no idea. It took me a while to recover, but ,you guys, some Beatles videos and a long talk with my best friend cheered me up, but just now reading what I witnessed start to finish makes me feel a little uneasy. I just hope and pray things like this will never happen again. I realize I do care about you guys greatly, and it would kill me to know something bad happens to you

70's I am really sorry. What a week:
-Clappy/Nathan Conflict
-The Court Case
-tvguy and 70s going through their um..."episodes" (no offense. lack of a better word).

I'm so so sorry about what happened

Sorry to hear about that.

God, I don't even know what to say anymore. I just hope we can all get through this time. 70s, tvguy, anyone else, I'm so sorry.

I always miss the good stuff.

Yeah not really one of the best nights to arrive on the XAT. I showed up about a hour into it and all I could see was tvguy making a farewell address. Jelly caught me up about what happened before. Still, it wasn't just me and Jelly that broke down, 70s was crying, fa was almost broken down into tears as well. OMJ I am not as sure about, but if anything he was really emotional too. Even people that came on afterwards got depressed like SpongeOdd, SpongeSebastian, Dragiiin (after I caught him up), and yes even Nathan.

I ended up really worried for the rest of the night after I left.

Clappy wrote:Yeah not really one of the best nights to arrive on the XAT. I showed up about a hour into it and all I could see was tvguy making a farewell address. Jelly caught me up about what happened before. Still, it wasn't just me and Jelly that broke down, 70s was crying, fa was almost broken down into tears as well. OMJ I am not as sure about, but if anything he was really emotional too. Even people that came on afterwards got depressed like SpongeOdd, SpongeSebastian, Dragiiin (after I caught him up), and yes even Nathan.

I was honestly high for like most of the time I was on, hence why I was kinda acting a little crazier than usual.

Holy shit! If I had knew exactly what had happened last night, I definitely wouldn't have been in such a joking mood. I never imagined how close this "SpongeBob community" could be to have such real-life things like that happen. Well, I'm just glad everyone's safe and that we can all just forget about this. I guess that's the power of friendship.

Wumbology wrote:I ended up really worried for the rest of the night after I left.

I was nervous too. I didn't want anyone to end up getting hurt.

wow didnt know what happnded tell i read this i feel like i wanna cry right now

Does anyone know what happened last night with the clapmaster incident after I left?

D:

Aw man. I'm sorry to hear that about your mom. I'm glad that everyone made up. I'm sorry that I wasn't there to help.. I've been trapped in so much homework I've had little to no time on both SBM and SBC .__.;; Now I feel horrible.

Again, I'm glad all is well. Hopefully things will continue the same way they always do.

Edit: Oh wow, this is my 100th post.

SpongeSebastian wrote:Does anyone know what happened last night with the clapmaster incident after I left?

Oh ask me, I know.

Anywho I think its only fitting that I write about what happened to me here since this somewhat took place on the XAT.

For those who are unaware, my relationship with Brittany ended last night. Without getting into too much detail of the specifics, she told me that she cheated on me and that we should see other people because we live so far from each other now. I thought I was fine with it, but a hour later I was an absolute mess. I couldn't get her out of my head so I thought I would come on the XAT to cheer myself up. I was wrong yet again. While I was on there, I couldn't help but remind myself about how much she use to love coming onto the XAT and chat with everyone so I tried to drink myself out off thinking about it. I couldn't take it anymore after four Smirnoff Ices so I wrote on the main chat "Fuck this shit, I'm out". I shut down my computer and stormed out of my dorm room. I decided to go for a stroll and clear my mind, but it didn't work. I called one of my new friends Kenzie because I just felt like I needed someone to talk to since I thought I probably pissed off my roommate since I just slammed the door in his face.

So me and Kenzie went out to some local pub because she couldn't help but feel that it was partially her fault for my break-up, so she wanted to cheer me up. After a nice glass of Coors Light, me and her did 12 tequila shots and I was really fucked up. So I called Justin and he told me that he has been talking to you guys and that everyone has been absolutely worried about me. Even though Kenzie was making me feel better, I felt like a huge douchebag because I know that the last thing anyone wanted was a sequel to what happened Friday night and I was afraid that I might have accidentally caused another incident unintentionally, so I told him to come pick me up whenever he gets the chance because I had my job interview I needed to take care of in the morning.

Anywho, I really don't remember much after that but based off what Justin told me, I almost got my ass kicked because I puked on this douchebag's boots and I drunk dialed one of my best friends and told him to shove a dildo up Brittany's ass. Then I blacked out on the elevator to our floor and he had to carry/drag me the rest of the way to our room.

But yeah, I am so sorry that things went down the way they did and I really did not mean to worry you guys so much. I mean this weekend was already so epicly emotional based off friday night, I am afraid that my real life drama was a sidedish to that full course meal. I am still a bit sad, but I am not a wreck anymore so hopefully everyone can have a peaceful sunday without having to worry about any more of my real life drama.

I am going to go repost this on my blog, but I think this topic works just as well.

Clappy wrote:

SpongeSebastian wrote:Does anyone know what happened last night with the clapmaster incident after I left?

Oh ask me, I know.

Anywho I think its only fitting that I write about what happened to me here since this somewhat took place on the XAT.

For those who are unaware, my relationship with Brittany ended last night. Without getting into too much detail of the specifics, she told me that she cheated on me and that we should see other people because we live so far from each other now. I thought I was fine with it, but a hour later I was an absolute mess. I couldn't get her out of my head so I thought I would come on the XAT to cheer myself up. I was wrong yet again. While I was on there, I couldn't help but remind myself about how much she use to love coming onto the XAT and chat with everyone so I tried to drink myself out off thinking about it. I couldn't take it anymore after four Smirnoff Ices so I wrote on the main chat "Fuck this shit, I'm out". I shut down my computer and stormed out of my dorm room. I decided to go for a stroll and clear my mind, but it didn't work. I called one of my new friends Kenzie because I just felt like I needed someone to talk to since I thought I probably pissed off my roommate since I just slammed the door in his face.

So me and Kenzie went out to some local pub because she couldn't help but feel that it was partially her fault for my break-up, so she wanted to cheer me up. After a nice glass of Coors Light, me and her did 12 tequila shots and I was really fucked up. So I called Justin and he told me that he has been talking to you guys and that everyone has been absolutely worried about me. Even though Kenzie was making me feel better, I felt like a huge douchebag because I know that the last thing anyone wanted was a sequel to what happened Friday night and I was afraid that I might have accidentally caused another incident unintentionally, so I told him to come pick me up whenever he gets the chance because I had my job interview I needed to take care of in the morning.

Anywho, I really don't remember much after that but based off what Justin told me, I almost got my ass kicked because I puked on this douchebag's boots and I drunk dialed one of my best friends and told him to shove a dildo up Brittany's ass. Then I blacked out on the elevator to our floor and he had to carry/drag me the rest of the way to our room.

But yeah, I am so sorry that things went down the way they did and I really did not mean to worry you guys so much. I mean this weekend was already so epicly emotional based off friday night, I am afraid that my real life drama was a sidedish to that full course meal. I am still a bit sad, but I am not a wreck anymore so hopefully everyone can have a peaceful sunday without having to worry about any more of my real life drama.

I am going to go repost this on my blog, but I think this topic works just as well.

I'm terribly sorry about that, Clappy.

70's, I'm so sorry all of this happened to you. I just don't know what to say. But I am praying for you. I know it's hard to lose a loved one, especially a family member. The last time I saw Odie was when I gently tried to coax him out the door. I know we haven't known each other long, but I deeply care about you and all the other members. I pray for you guys every night. All I can tell you, 70's, is that you should pray to God to ask your mother for forgiveness; she's in a better place and she can hear your apologies better from God's grace.

The person above is so so right.

I'm so sorry, Clappy.

I should mention that while all this drama was going on, I even had something going on, I argued with Kali on Myspace for a while before finally telling her all my feelings. So now there's closure to that too.